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but god
“The treatment is not working.” Even though I had already sensed I would be hearing these words, actually hearing them come out of your doctor’s mouth hits different. Suddenly the last 8 years of battling with this disease flashed before my eyes. Instead of feeling fear, I felt overcome with gratitude. I remembered the first time I heard I had cancer 8 years ago. I went back to the moment where I was told I had only months to live.…
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& even still…
You are so good to me 🥹 In any and every circumstance I have seen myself in, you have been there. You have been there in the quiet, the loud, the chaos, the stillness and everything in between. You have been the only constant that never changed. Circumstances change People change Everything changes. Yet you never do God. When others left, you stayed in the room. When things got messy, you helped clean the mess. When chaos erupted, your peace…
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God Is Still Good
Suddenly I found myself sitting in a waiting room again. Waiting on my name to be called again. Wondering when this cycle would end. It had been a few months since I heard my name being called out in a lobby. I’d be lying if I said I missed it…. I haven’t. I would’ve preferred never to be sitting here again. The cold rooms. The small talk. The hospital smell. The waiting. I’d much rather be at home. But somehow…